A good friend of mine told me last night that i have a talent for writing . I laughed him off . He told me that i should write a book. I laughed him off again . There are many people who write better than i do . They use longer words , awesome metaphors and seem to spit these lines that you just hear and think genius. Im not like that .
The thought of writing a book has crossed my mind . What to write about though? i've never been one for making up stories . My essays in school were shit .
Ok fuck it . I'm just gonna continue to post stuff that says whats going on in my life . Today was shit . i woke up thinking that today would better than yesterday and the day before that . It wasn't . In fact it was harder . I thought it you be fine but it wasn't . I was caught of guard and wasn't able to anticipate it.
Its time like these that i hate music . I hear a song that normally makes me happy and now its just makes me uncomfortable . The words that once filled me with joy burn and turn to ash and im left feeling shit .
Theres so much work to be done , so many things to think about and theres no way to escape it . Sure you could go do something that distracts you for awhile but then it all comes back and you have to deal with it . Sometimes i wish i could freeze time and just gather my thoughts or have a rest .
In this fantasy i can chose who i want to freeze time with . So i wont be lonely while the rest of the world is still and quiet .
It would be peaceful .....
Ok fuck it . I'm just gonna continue to post stuff that says whats going on in my life . Today was shit . i woke up thinking that today would better than yesterday and the day before that . It wasn't . In fact it was harder . I thought it you be fine but it wasn't . I was caught of guard and wasn't able to anticipate it.
Its time like these that i hate music . I hear a song that normally makes me happy and now its just makes me uncomfortable . The words that once filled me with joy burn and turn to ash and im left feeling shit .
Theres so much work to be done , so many things to think about and theres no way to escape it . Sure you could go do something that distracts you for awhile but then it all comes back and you have to deal with it . Sometimes i wish i could freeze time and just gather my thoughts or have a rest .
In this fantasy i can chose who i want to freeze time with . So i wont be lonely while the rest of the world is still and quiet .
It would be peaceful .....
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